Ok. Now that was random. I haven't been on in a long time so I am comming back.

School is almost over and Summer is almost here.

Life is good right? Wrong. Highschool sucks. Well, just the things that happen in highschool. People, Relationships, Stupidity........it is all there and it happens to everyone. The best you can do is stop caring what negitive people say and get through it. It has been hard for me but I am doing it and realizing everyday who I am.

This sounds stupid but it's true.

I need to stop caring. That is my problem. I never have untill now. It is only becuase of the way other girls see me. I make my own clothes...alot. I dress weird. I don't care if I wear plaid and strips. I am alot smarter than some of them. I am creative. I can write well....I am told and I am a musician and an artist. I am not bragging ha..just naming everything they hate me for and it annoys me. I actually want to make something out of my life instead of being a skank. It just makes me angry. I know I am better than them yet I still get upset.

Well....Oh well

My cat also died 2 days ago and I had to burry her. It was upsetting. I didn't want to. Digging the hole was hard enough. I had to go and let my cousin and aunt finish. I went to the other side of the woods and just sat on a dead tree looking up at the sky. It was rainy to. I guess this is the month everyone in the world is sad. I have had the worst month. I feel like falling down and crying. I hate to admit that becuase it is unlike me but......it is true.

So. I wonder if anyone still reads this thing?

Oh well

I'm back now

Bye everyone