I am listing to horrible music in-fo-mercials on tv right now. It is really bad. I need to sleep soon.

I had a picture of one of my friends but it would not let me put it in. I just finished watching

Enternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. It is a pretty good movie. I like the message that they are trying to get out. "You are going to love who you love." 

So.... I have nothing to say. I am stil really pissed about my friends. They hurt my feelings badly.  I want to go home!

My mom is pretty sad. She has not been able to spend one whole day with me yet and I am leaving in two days. I feel really bad because she has not seen me in 6 months. She crys alot because I think that her life is boring without me.

It is just that Florida makes me really sad. I was happy to come but now that I am here I do not really want to come back. it isn't like I do not want to see anyone... I thinks it is becuase what heppened with my friends. I am really worried becuase even though they are like 15-16 they have no clue about what they want to do in life. They have no idea. If anyone has read "Smack" I am afraid that they will end up like that. Homless, doing drugs and other things that I worry about.

OMG I KNOW THIS SOUNDS STUPID BUT I WANT TO DIE. I never feel like this. It is that bad.

I need to go home.  Seriously